April 27, 2010
Not exactly a roll ...
I'm sorry to say I went off the rails for a few days last week. After going on a 4-hour hike with my coworker, Heather, and her dog, Bandit, on Sunday, I had a wisdom tooth taken out Monday ... and used it as an excuse to eat crap for most of the week.
Yes, more than one milkshake was consumed, along with mashed potatoes and gravy from KFC. I got some healthier "soft foods," too, like yogurt and soup. But of course, the bad-for-me ones were much more appealing.
Hey, I'm being honest here! :D It's much harder to stay OP when the dentist says, "no popcorn, nuts or granola." With popcorn, nuts and granola bars being staple healthy snacks, that makes good choices all the more difficult.
Got back to counting Points Saturday, so this is Day 4 of being back on plan.
Really, I don't know why I do it. I feel so much better when I'm in control and counting my Points. If I knew what made me lose it, maybe I could stop it before it happens.
Today's a busy day. I did some exercise and ate a healthy lunch, and head to my book club meeting later. Since I slept through breakfast, I should have enough Points for a treat or two at the meeting.
April 16, 2010
On a roll?
OK, I admit to not getting any exercise today. I slept in until noon and then had to make lunch and get ready for work. I was going to head home for my lunch break at 6:30 so I could sneak in a short walk before it got dark, but didn't manage to leave until 7.
Still, today's food choices couldn't have been much better. I'm allowed 25 Points and I ate 25 Points ... unless I head home and make myself a small after-work snack. Even then I'll be at about 27 Points.
For dinner, I tried something new. I had leftover butter beans in the fridge, so I made some whole wheat penne, then sauteed some garlic with the beans. I added a tomato (seeded and chopped) and some basil.
It was delicious — and filling. It's amazing how much better I feel when I'm eating good, healthy foods. When I'm eating crap, I eat a lot more and don't feel nearly as satisfied.
Anyway, here's the recipe. Sorry the picture turned out blurry.
Garlicky Beans with Pasta
2 oz. whole wheat penne
1/2 cup butter beans, with juice
3 cloves garlic (I love garlic)
1 tomato, seeded and diced
sprinkle fresh basil
1 Morningstar Farms Italian Sausage link
2 tsp RF Parmesan cheese
Cook pasta according to package directions. Drain.
In same pan, heat beans and garlic. Cook for a couple of minutes, then add the tomato and basil. Stir pasta back into the pot. (It should absorb the bean liquid pretty quickly.)
While beans are cooking, cook sausage link according to microwave directions. Cut up and add to pot.
Serve in bowl with cheese sprinkled on top.
Serves 1. 8 WW Points.
April 12, 2010
Lost month
You know what that means — I've been a bad, bad girl. A month of not counting Points (and eating everything in sight) has surely taken a toll ... but I'm afraid to get on the scale to see just how much of one. I've never had a meltdown of such major proportions.
Yesterday, I had my first on-plan day in I don't know how long. I gave myself 25 Points and ate 25 Points. No more, no less.
It really wasn't that hard, either. So why have I been eating like a fiend for so long? I can't explain it.
I suppose I've just been lazy. I've been writing (finished another manuscript) and haven't wanted to spend time in the kitchen. The fact that I haven't had money to attend WW meetings is also a factor. And of course, time with the Boyfriend doesn't help any.
Now, I'm shooting for two days in a row. So far, so good: Had an egg on a Bagel Thin with a slice of RF American cheese and tomato for a total of 4 Points.
Four down, 21 to go!
March 1, 2010
Out of practice
I succeeded, though. Got in a 20-minute yoga workout. Other than that, my activity level was in the toilet. Either I need to buy a new pedometer or I've reverted to couch potato days. The pedometer only logged a little more than 1,500 steps — for the entire day.
Ugh. :P
At least I stayed OP on the food front. I've eaten 26 1/2 total Points today. I may add 1 or 2 for a snack ... or maybe not. I'm not all that hungry at the moment.
Gasp! Did those words just come out of my mouth?
Goal for Tuesday: Beat today's step total. It shouldn't be hard.
February 27, 2010
Not the most stellar day
But I'm still putting it in the "win" column.
Sure, I didn't get any exercise — again. I drank more diet soda than H2O. And I ate a little more than I should have, starting with a burrito from my favorite burrito place for lunch (no breakfast because I overslept). The choices were a little calorie-heavy and nutrition-light, from the post-burrito TCBY 96% FF coffee-flavored yogurt to my burger dinner.
But I also kept track of every bite. Right now, the day's total stands at 29. I may or may not have a (very) low-Point snack when I get home from work. I'm leaning toward yes, because I'm a little hungry. Maybe BBQ soy crisps and salsa, to sneak in some more veggies.
And before choosing to eat that Whopper Jr. & onion rings for dinner, I thought twice. I knew I had the Points for the burger, and my FPs would pay for for the rings. (I still have 6 1/2 FPs left for the week, which ends Sunday.)
I know, I know. There's no rule that says I have to eat every last FP. But there's no rule that says I can't, either. And I say if it's helping me stay OP and not feel deprived, I will savor every single one.
Here's my pledge for tomorrow: Some kind of exercise. Maybe I'll see if the roommate wants to wii. And with the promise of more snow in the forecast, there'll likely be shoveling. Ugh. That's no fun.
Lesson learned — again
Case in point: Today's smoothie from Starbuck's — only 4 Points. But the last few times I ordered it (already in "what the hell, I've already shot the day" mode), I continued overeating for the rest of the day.
Today, armed with the knowledge of how many Points I was actually consuming — not as many as I'd feared — I managed to finish the day having eaten just 29.5 Points. (That's 5.5 FPs used, since I'm allowed 24 these days.)
And that was with eating out — TWICE. I had my favorite lunch, a slice of pizza and caesar salad from Picazzo's, and went to Taco Bell for dinner.
At Taco Bell, knowing that I'd only had 16 1/2 Points for the day, I ordered two grilled steak tacos (fresco style, for 6 Points). I even treated myself to an order of cinnamon twists, which took me to 25 1/2 total Points eaten. Usually when I go to Taco Bell on a Friday night, I'm already in that "what the hell" mode and I order something gooey, cheesy and really bad for me.
My after-dinner snack to carry me through the rest of the night at work was another package of those Special K Fruit Crisps. Then, when I got home from work, I had a Bagel Thin with 1 T RF cream cheese.
I avoided the Girl Scout cookies on the communal desk a few steps from mine, in part because I knew my Points total was under control for the day.
It's nice to know how much I've actually eaten, instead of fearing the worst. It keeps me from going off the deep end and eating everything in sight. And that, my friends, is a wonderful feeling. I'd like to have it more often.
February 26, 2010
A welcome surprise

Today is what Tina over at Carrots N Cake would call Cookie Friday.
Instead of a cookie, I decided to treat myself to a Vivanno Chocolate Banana Smoothie from Starbucks and was surprised to find that it's a much healthier choice than I thought.
I'd ordered one a couple of times before, thinking I was doing real damage to my daily Points total. But when I actually took the time to ask about its nutritional stats, I discovered it's really not that bad: Made with skim milk, it has 250 calories, 2 grams of fat and 6 grams of fiber, for a Points total of just 4.
Bonus: It has 18 grams of protein, so it's a snack with staying power. Cool, huh?
Guess that's what happens when I track the way I'm supposed to — I find things I thought were bad aren't so bad after all.
February 25, 2010
Finally back on track
I think my head is finally in the right place to take off the rest of this weight.
How can I tell? Today, when the Boyfriend and I were debating where to go for lunch, I told him we should go to McDonald's so I could order a 4-piece McNugget Happy Meal with apple dippers and a side salad on the side.
All that food was only 7 Points, bringing my total so far today to 9 ... and I'm perfectly satisfied.
This is much better than yesterday, when I had a Whopper Jr. with fries for lunch (11) and had eaten all but 1 of my 24 Points by 2 p.m. or so.
If I'm making those hard choices — the ones that taste good but not great — I'm well on my way. Not that McNuggets are a huge hardship ... but I'd still have preferred a burger. What can I say? I'm a red meat kind of girl.
February 23, 2010
A second good day
| Food | Units |
|---|---|
| here goes nothing! | |
| what's for lunch? | |
| i'm thinkin' ... enchiladas. (sorry arby's.) now, if i can only find my hg recipe for healthy enchiladas, i'll be set. | |
| #food half of the homemade enchiladas i made - head hurt 2 much 2 eat | 4 |
| #food svg. spcl k & skim milk | 3 |
| #food apple w/ 2t pb | 5 |
| #food whole wheat pasta w/ zucchini, mushroom, onions in 1 tsp oil & 1/2 cup pasta sauce | 5 |
| #food 1/2 cup coffee-flv. ice cream blended w/ 3/4 cup almond milk - yum! | 3 |
| Total: | 20 |
Table provided by Roni's Food Tweet, Eat, Post Generator.
February 22, 2010
A decent day
| Food | Units |
|---|---|
| thomas' bagel thin w/ rf cream cheese | 3 |
| california roll | 7 |
| coffee drink - see below | 3 |
| 100-cal pk almonds | 2 |
| nutrigrain cherry cereal bar | 2 |
| homemade fish tacos w/ lemon-pepper tuna, 3 corn tortillas, cabbage, greek yogurt sauce | 6 |
| zucchini, grilled | 0 |
| sf boston cream pie pudding | 1 |
| 1 chocolate-cherry diet soda cupcake | 2 |
| Total: | 26 |
Table provided by Roni's Food Tweet, Eat, Post Generator.
As you can see, it was a pretty great day overall. I gave myself some treats and sweets, but didn't overindulge.
What I find amazing is that it's 12:30 a.m. and I'm still full from dinner. Guess that's what happens when you actually plan a meal (of sorts) instead of grabbing something on the go.
OK, it's not all that amazing ... what with filling foods and all. ;) Eating real food is definitely the way to go. (Yes, I knew that before ... somehow, though, I'd lost sight of the fact.)
I might not even need to fix my after-work snack ... and that's a good thing, since I'm already 2 Points over the 24 I'm allowed for the day.
That's the good thing about being solidly back in the 190s: I get 24 Points a day instead of 23. Since I always struggled with 23 for some reason I still haven't defined (I'm sure it's a head game of some sort), I'm glad to get 24.
But I'll be even happier when I drop back into the 180s ... even if it does mean getting one less Point. :D
February 9, 2010
A new, better day
OK, it's a brand new day ... I have at least six chances to make good decisions. Healthy choices.
Breakfast, lunch, dinner, two snacks. Lots of water.
I can do this. I can! It's not that hard. Even though I'm still stressed out about my financial situation, I don't have to eat my feelings. I can take a walk, call a friend, read a book, write something.
One good decision down: A serving of Special K with skim milk for breakfast. 3 Points, leaving me with 20 for the rest of today.
February 1, 2010
Great breakfast & a new blog
I know, I know .... I usually don't post until the end of the day. But since I had something to share, I figured, "Why not shake things up a little?" Blogging more than once today won't hurt me!
January 31, 2010
Another decent day
I ate a little more today than yesterday ... and succumbed to the lure of a chocolate-covered pretzel rod (2 Points) at the Barnes & Noble Cafe this afternoon before work. It was on sale for 49 cents, so when I saw it only had 2 Points, I just couldn't say no.
Do you guys ever end up eating something you totally didn't plan on just because you're out and it looks good? I'd just had a container of Stonyfield Farms Chocolate Underground yogurt, so I certainly didn't need a chocolate-covered pretzel.
Overall, including the bowl of Special K and skim milk I ate after I got home from work, I consumed 28 Points today.
That's not bad. Granted, I'm allowed 23 ... but if you factor in the 5 FPs I can add to each day (provided I have them, which technically I don't, unless I start my week yesterday), I'm right on track. Maybe I should start my week Friday, then! :D
I was a little hungrier today than yesterday. Maybe that's because it was a carb-heavy day, with sushi and yogurt for lunch, soup and an apple with peanut butter for snacks and a veggie corn dog and mac & cheese for dinner, then the cereal snack.
Must work on getting more protein. Some days I wonder if I shouldn't just start doing Atkins again. Then I remember that, even though I once honestly thought I'd be able to do the low-carb thing for the rest of my life, things changed when I met the carb-loving Boyfriend.
Still no exercise, though. I only logged 2,138 steps on the pedometer. Pathetic. :S (But considering I slept til 11 a.m., then sat on my butt at B&N and then work, I guess 2,000 steps isn't so bad.)
In the "adventures in life" category, I've decided I'm going to try something new with money.
In keeping with the WW theory that tracking helps you take control, I'm going to start keeping track of what I spend, and what I spend it on (bills, entertainment, food, whatnot).
I haven't quite worked out the system yet, but I did buy a little notebook to start tracking in (4 of them for $1.08 at the Dollar Store). It'll be something with a key code (E=Entertainment, F=Food, U=Utilities, A=Auto, R=Restaurants ... etc.) so I can see exactly where my money goes.
I expect I'll be shocked and sickened at how much I waste. Guess I'll find out soon enough, eh?
Now, it's time to take some NyQuil gelcaps and knock myself out until tomorrow. As long as I wake up in time to go to work at 4, all will be well.
January 21, 2010
Great Wednesday ... & snowy Thursday
This post is going to be quick because I’ll be up earlier than normal to go to work. We’re clearing early because of the monster snowstorm set to hit Flagstaff Thursday and Friday.
I like the thought of clearing early … I just wish it didn’t mean going in at 11 a.m. I’m used to having my mornings to myself.
| Food | Units |
|---|---|
| 10 min shoveling snow, 15 on elliptical [-2] | -2 |
| svg spcl k cinnamon pecan w/ 1/2 c milk | 3 |
| ww pasta w/ lean ground beef, tomatoes, mushroom & onion | 6 |
| sf jell-o mousse cup | 1 |
| 1/2 sandwich thin w/ 1 t rf pb, 1 t choc chips | 4 |
| hg slow cooker pulled ckn on sandwich thin w/ 1 c whole grain rice a roni | 8 |
| yoplait light mixed w/ 1/4 c ff cool whip & frozen for 1 hr | 3 |
| popcorn | 1 |
| Total: | 24 |
Table provided by Roni's Food Tweet, Eat, Post Generator.
That was last night's post, which I apparently forgot to publish.
Now, it's morning, and the snow is coming down. The snowblower woke me up — at least I think that's what it was. I heard something weird hitting my window, anyway. I sure hope it was snow. Kind of annoying when I didn't get to sleep until 3, to be awake again at just before 7. But a lot less annoying than ME having to go out and shovel this crap ... :D
January 20, 2010
Not so great
Even lunch was pretty healthy — a baked potato topped with lean ground beef, mushroom and and onion seasoned with taco seasoning. I also threw on some cheese, salsa and RF sour cream. Yum! Not only was it delicious, I figured it came out to only 7 1/2 Points.
The trouble started when I left for work. Work involved interviewing the owner of a new deli in town … and I sampled some of his peanut butter fudge. It was just a small piece, but when I said I liked it, he gave me a whole square to take with me. I TOLD myself I was only going to eat part of it … but a few minutes later, I’d devoured the whole thing.
Then I went to my book club meeting. Chili, veggies and dip, 3 corn muffins and about four chocolate-peanut butter chip cookies later, my day’s Points were more than shot.
Oh well. It’s only one day — and part of the day, at that. I’ll get right back on track when I wake up. That’s all I can do. I don’t want to beat myself up. I know from experience that gets me nowhere.
January 19, 2010
Good day
Before I left the office for the night, I checked my gmail account one last time and found more good news: One of the two agents I sent queries to about my manuscript wrote back, wanting to see more!
I think the first words out of my mouth were "Oh my God" or something like that. I was so excited ... I read the letter twice, then texted the Boyfriend with the good news. Then I headed home to get those 30 pages ready to upload to the agency's database.
That was a bit of a trial. Even though I had a Microsoft Word file, I kept getting an error page. "Please upload a supported file type," it said. MS Word was a supported file type! So I tried a Simple Text file, .rtf, which was also on the list. No luck there. Finally, I figured out that my Word file didn't have the .doc on it ... when I added it, the database accepted it just fine.
Hmm. Guess this post falls into the "adventures in life" category, since it doesn't have much to do with weight loss or cooking.
I did manage to plan ahead for dinner. Before I left for work, I put out a turkey burger to defrost and sliced up a potato to make my famous "Foreman fries" on George (the George Foreman grill I have). That way, when I got home for my dinner break, I didn't have to wonder what I was going to eat. Dinner was 7 Points (turkey burger 3, sandwich thin 1, foreman fries w/ olive oil 3) ... and then I snacked on a granola bar and some peanuts after dinner (another 6).
Total Points consumed today: 30 of 23 allowed
FP used: 7
The snow is falling fast and furious now ... I doubt I'll be getting to see the Boyfriend on my day off Wednesday. We're supposed to be getting snow all week. :P Have I mentioned how much I hate snow? (Probably about a dozen times, eh?) At least I can earn some APs with all the shoveling!
January 7, 2010
Cookies got me

I made a choice to eat a cookie at the mall at lunchtime. In retrospect, it wasn't the best choice I could have made. I figured I was doing OK by eating a cookie and not the baked chips that came with my turkey sub from Subway. Sure, it was 5 Points vs. 3 for the chips, but I really wanted the cookie — and at least I didn't eat BOTH.
And I'd have probably been fine had I not decided to have Starbucks, too, before I headed to work. That means I wasted 8 Points on a cookie and coffee, because I got a peppermint mocha (even with less syrup, I've been counting them as 3). The latte is pictured on my desk at work, along with a holiday photo of my darling nephew. Cute, isn't he?
Then, toward the end of my shift at work, the press guys came up and said "We have cookies in the back."
Now, I should have just said "no." But I still have a hard time turning down free food ... especially desserts. So I made the trek back to the pressroom (at least it put some extra steps on the pedometer!) and fetched us some cookies. :P
That cookie added 5 more Points to the total in my chart, meaning I had 34 Points for the day ... 11 FPs down on Day 2 of the WW week.
So that goal didn't happen. However, the other three did. I exercised, I tracked and I did something else I can't remember at the moment.
To shamelessly corrupt a classic Meatloaf song (sorry, Mr. Loaf), three out of four ain't bad.
| Food | Units |
|---|---|
| egg scrambled w/ mushroom, onion, & 1 oz. ham on sandwich thin | 4 |
| 6-inch turkey sub w/ veggies, cheese, mustard | 6 |
| cookie | 5 |
| ff peppermint mocha w/ 1 pump less of each syrup | 3 |
| ww 2-point almond bar - yum! | 2 |
| 2 svg. easy fried rice http://www.weightwatchers.com/food/rcp/index.aspx?recipeid=182921&sc=11 | 6 |
| jello sf chocolate mousse | 1 |
| 100-cal pk yogurt-covered pretzels | 2 |
| Total: | 29 |
Table provided by Roni's Food Tweet, Eat, Post Generator.
January 5, 2010
Day 1 of the rest of my healthy new life ...
Needless to say, the year so far has not been a great one for my theme, "just do it." I've had moments, but most of the time has been spent NOT doing what needs to be done.
That changes now. I need to do this for myself ... I need to do it to stop the scale's creep in the wrong direction (up another pound since last Monday's official WW weigh-in).
Today was a great day. I stayed in my Points, without eating any FPs, and I got in 20 minutes of exercise — a 15-minute walk, plus extra walking and some toning exercises while I watched "The Biggest Loser" season premiere that I taped earlier tonight. Right now I'm drinking green tea while I blog and watch the show, but as soon as I'm done blogging, I'm going to pick up the weights.
For dinner, I tried a new recipe. I bought the Hungry Girl recipe cards with part of my Christmas gift card from my brother and sister-in-law, and made the sesame peanut noodles (using tofu shirataki noodles). They were pretty good, though I think I prefer the "Hungry Girlfredo" fettucine Alfredo swap. Maybe if I bulk them up a little with some ham or chicken or something ... I was hungry too soon after eating dinner. Had to have some beet salad and then some almonds shortly thereafter.
Then again, the total for all that food was just 7 Points (4 for the noodles, 1 for the beets and 2 for the almonds). That's not a bad total for dinner (especially after several days of overindulging).
Here's the Tweet, Eat, Post chart for the day:
| Food | Units |
|---|---|
| ww 2-point almond crunch bar — yum! | 2 |
| ww cheddar twists | 2 |
| greek salad w/ chicken | 6 |
| fiber one pop tart | 3 |
| hg peanut noodles | 4 |
| orange-beet salad | 1 |
| 15-minute walk | |
| 100-cal pk almonds | 2 |
| 100-cal pak chocolate covered pretzels | 2 |
| 2 clementines | 1 |
| Total: | 23 |
Table provided by Roni's Food Tweet, Eat, Post Generator.
Goals for Wednesday:
• Eat just 23 Points, using perhaps 2 or 3 FPs (no more)
• Get at least 10 minutes of exercise
• Drink at least 8 8-ounce glasses of liquid (mostly H2O)
• Track every morsel that goes into my mouth
Totally do-able, I know!
December 14, 2009
How bad do I want it?
December 6, 2009
Feeling much better now
Subtract the 2 APs I earned on my walk and I only used 2 FPs. (I'm going to discount the fact that I doubt I have any left for the week after that rough patch.)
Have I mentioned that I love Hungry Girl? I baked up some of her Butternut Squash Bake after lunch, and had some as a snack, and then another serving with dinner. Delicious! Except I'm beginning to think it's not just Burger King onion rings that don't agree with me. The onions in the squash bake seemed to give me gas, too. :P
Here's the Tweet, Eat, Post version of my day. I'll try to add some pictures later, when I get them off the camera.
| Food | Units |
|---|---|
| zucchini, grilled w/ 1 tsp olive oil | 1 |
| sandwich thin w/ 2 oz ham, wedge lc light, ff mayo, honey mustard | 4 |
| 2 clementines | 1 |
| pumpkin fluff | 1 |
| ww 2-point double chocolate bar | 2 |
| hg cheesy butternut squash bake | 2 |
| ff tuna salad w/ crackers | 3 |
| bbq chicken sandwich | 4 |
| butternut squash bake | 2 |
| jell-o sf chocolate mousse | 1 |
| 1/2 oz. peanuts | 2 |
| ww brownie | 2 |
| 100-cal pk cocoa-roasted almonds - love em! | 2 |
| Total: | 27 |
Table provided by Roni's Food Tweet, Eat, Post Generator.
